screwed up day.

hai.. i'm in trouble man. somebody save me.

woke up at 8.30 today..didn't even realise the time until i noticed how bright it was, the sun shining on my bum. great feeling, good sleep. but i was darn bloody late for school. i figured that if i was to leave for school, either by train or by cab, i'll prolly reach at 9.45. thanks to the massive jams. and considering that sch actually ends at 10am today, mite as well don't go. sigh. read thru the notes.. somewhat like i've learnt that before..just super more indepth. in trouble, in trouble. settled to study some upperlimbs..k that was good..i think ive accomplished that. lowerlimb. just starting..started..lost.

watched like 4 episodes of OC, thanks sel. hahaha. dammit. and here i am again. scouring for Zen micros at Ipod minis online. i've decided on the zen micro. i'm not a big apple fan.

hmm. on a side note, was just thinking of what they were talking about yesterday..something about zhuang's reflections..i mean, i havent been able to come up with one. maybe it seemed to be a distant memory, like it never happened before, some kind of dream. somehow everything back home now seems to have taken all that back there away. it's very hard to ignore the fact that we're sort of back into 'reality' right now, with our own commitments and priorities. and then again, somewhere along the way, we're lost in really deciphering 'reality'.

the harsh poverty back there, and our lives here. what's real now?

they both are.