3 more days!

ahhh!! what's wrong with me?? haven't been studying much for the past 2 days!! today included! 3 cans of red bull doesnt get me all worked up man..

come on. i've got to get thru this. none of that ill disciplined crap yesterday. come on come on..

what did i do todya? revised anat...physio didn't touch that shit at all. i'm in shit man. i am i am.

okay tmr, biochem review..plus the damned genetics. no, tmr do genetics, detox. yeah. at night try to chiong some papers. do physio. yes. i needa wake up tmr morning.

okay. saturday sunday, physio. yeah? oright, game set match. it's mine.

xiaxue on localbrand.net 

insomnia part 2.

i can't believe i can't sleep again!! f***

haha so i chanced upon mrbrown.com this afternoon, which linked me to lynnchan's weblog, which made me check out xiaxue.blogspot.com. yeah yeah i noe how u all think what a wholesome can't-type-proper-english slut, but YEAH that's what i like about her man!!

and it's so exciting to see that there's like a singapore weblogging community sorta, it's so totally like irc again man...! and for those of you who took a swipe at me and sniggerred when u didn't believe 'localbrand' is actually a real name for a local brand, check out their sale at www.localbrand.net. hoho.

jaspers, yauhong and dehan, wanna go buy?

aaaaAAAaAahHHHh~!!!

arggh..yeah so i had insomnia..but i still had nescafe this morning!!

haha shall drink red bull tmr morning..taurine + caffeine, sure way to kickstart your day man!!

yeaahh biochem!! wooOOo tmr...tmr...i lurve ya tmr....

insomnia!!!

man!!! it can't be that shot of expresso can it???! can it be?! no!! i took it at 10.30am in the morning!!! gosh its sooo late!! dammit! sigh. how to wake up tmr?

okay, i did take a small cuppa right after dinner..but it's like, with sugar and creamer and all and it's really weak aka not potent..

i'm gonna take nescafe tmr morning straight when i wake up..hmm.

i hate being an insomniac. all over again.

li'l bit of sexual healing..

marvin gaye's let's get it on...wonderfully redone by nikko smith.

gdnite everybody, it's been a long day. and a loong week to come.

my legs are itching...for the first time, i miss that adrenaline pumping thru my blood everytime i think about it..i think that's what's missing in my life. running my life.

ooh, another night at zhong's, supper with him, sel and ying'en (wengyan!) haha..saw darren's pregnant photos before he gave birth, wengyan's hamsters, and of course, the famed eusoff babes.. its enough to go crazy man...........

oooh saw number 2 today too!! just like jasper(ngoh) puts it, lookin' reeeal good today man!! oozing 100tonnes of sex appeal

but of course, my heart remains with numero uno.

hahaha~!!

i'm listening to sel, i'm playing it cool man. no more, no more dropped bottles and no more gasping.. I'M COOL MAN.

to toes>> i have no idea what you're talking about.

to qiuyun>> hahahahahhaha

to NiC!!!!! >> yes for you i won't!! :)

unforgettable man, those days. 

1.5 weeks to go!

"in my x years knowing xxx, i've never heard him swear a single time." ok, so i'm a moron haha.

yes! only 1.5weeks to go!! bunked at zhongyang's last night with isaac, after conking out at 2am in the study room..stayed till 9.30pm again tonight..AHHH the stress..so many things to memorise..yeah man its not really about studying..it's really about MEMORY WORK.

went to donate plasma today..cos sel and i couldnt donate blood!! cos we went to malaria high risked cambodge..but well it was an interesting experience..the centrifuge machine and the nurse were just hilarious..

now, i have a pretty sensitive nose u noe. this was wad happened on the way home.. looking forward to chilling on my bed infront of my comp..so i boarded 95. i made a mistake. chose a seat beside a bloody sweat-stank chinaman who obviously just finished his construction work. that's okay.

-next stop: coupla indians got on the bus (i'm no racist i have many good indian frens), but man, they should really cut down on the coconut oil. yeah they plonked down right AROUND me. so i had to endure a concoction of stale sweat plus coconut oil.

-finally!! got off the bus, chionged straight to the mrt station. my good fortune, found a free seat!! EVEN BETTER FORTUNE..this hawker centre uncle who's obviously been frying sumthing fatty and oily the whole day sat down beside me. WAFTS of fried oil engulfed my olfactory bulbs. i really couldnt take it. sprayed my nivea around. gosh. it still came on. over and over until he finally got off at woodlands.

a piece of exciting news: i read my horoscope today,

"recent flirtation will someone has got you thinking about her the whole week"
and i'm about to get lucky. HAHHA

!!

oh fuck! i just lost my entry!!

if anybody sees this girl on the street...please help me get her numberr! 

DRIVE

YES..i've found my drive to stick myself in the med library everyday now.

- i shall wake up early every morning.

- i shall sleep early every night.

- i shall try and abstain from CM.

i've uninstalled the whole game from my laptop! HOHO.

saw this girl on my way home..my junior but i don't know her...well she sorta was my eye candy back in rj den..hahahahaaaaa.. hopefully she gets into med!!

joke of the day

D: hey, did u just cut your hair? it looks funny.

S: isit? den laugh lah.

i feel so bloody cheated. and its all my fault. i was thirsty.
i gave her $10. she gave me back a change of $1. when it was supposed to be $8. i didn't check. i was too thirsty and tired. my eyes were dry.

SO I ENDED UP PAYING $9 FOR A BOTTLE OF WATER CHESTNUT JUICE. FUCK.

isnt it lovely? 

the clock tower 

cute signboard at cavenagh bridge.. 

europe....

in my dreams... it isnt everyday that u get to go out on a date..........with yourself.

Sleepy Sunday

been a whirlwind those past few days! havent really got down to studying like i said i would.. but spending quality time with brothers and friends, catching shows like never before, haha, do i sound deprived! (yes i was............)

watched lemony snicket's with brudder zhuang and toes, it was okay, not outstanding..and the baby never fails to seize the day..hahaha so CUTE. adorable..maybe i should have one of my own..

- IT fair : disappointingly crowded, nothing impressive. and nothing that i really wanted out of it either..

- travelling to IT fair: it was horror. after waiting for 171 at far east for wad seems like eternity, jasper and i decided to walk up to goodwood for some durian puffs.. met andrew there he's waiting..and he's mother broad..ahhaa.. yeahh and saddest thing was, no durian puffs.
fuck. so we took a cab down to suntec...the biggest regret of our lives. took an hour to get there, cab far amounting to $11.70.

lesson of the day: NEVER TAKE A BUS OR CAB DOWN ORCHARD ROAD ON SATURDAYS. always trust the mrt, even if it's a little squeezy.

- went to china square to check out some toy shops and chanced upon some retro collectibles shop..he looked for marilyn monroe while i was looking for some nice old posters to put up... hmm.. maybe they would have audrey hepburn hidden somewhere in some corner..natalie would love that!

- had dinner at changing appetites, this nydc/cartel like cafe at china square while waiting for brother col.

- football and escargot and chivas at jasper's place..was sleepy...

- 3 brothers sleeping together on the floor, chatting the night away till we fell asleep.. was a good gathering.. and it's been long since we've talked like this, since guys rarely talked anyway, with moments of madness in between... well, the myth is still not disproved... THE BROTHERS 4 CAN NEVER BE TOGETHER AT THE SAME TIME.

woke up bright and early for some breakfast by uncle ang, sumptuous.. and we left for RI for some kickaround.. nice meeting up with those 4F dudes, and enjoying the whole sch for ourselves on sunday... took a walk down memory lane.. back to senior block, with our faces forever etched in the annals of RI..hahah YEAH MAN!! the sports captains photos still stand on those hallowed walls..

and of course, went souvenir hunting..brought back a hurdle and a hockey stick, wanted to bring back some smely tshirts to wash but they were just tooo smelly..checked out that eerie tunnel leading from the range to the track..found an old TnF programme with my name inside!!! woohoo!

ahh..treasures are everywhere, just waiting for us to pick up... and every step i take brings back so much memories, and in some nook or cranny, the most unsuspecting corner, somewhere somehow, i would find myself. literally.

post-CAs

alright man!! CAs are officially, truly over!!
had spots today and it was pretty fun man. really like sushi belt...oooh sure gonna miss the anat hall man *wink* somehow, looking at the cadavers ALWAYS makes me hungry..never fails!

and ya, guess how jianhong victor et sel yingci toes and i celebrated...WHAT BETTER WAY THAN TO DO IT AT SUKI SUSHI BUFFET..i can tell u i'm gonna swear off that till at least next sem..can't stand eating so much raw stuff anymore..yeahh with the sushi belt and all..ahhaa, followed by a lovely hilarious HITCH..

and man, it was a successful medicine outing at cine today!! never met so many of my classmates outta school before..as selene puts it, "thanks for the enthusiasm guys! for turning up even without an invitation!" hahah :)

but somehow, the euphoria wasnt there...k maybe cos pros are coming in 3.5 weeks exactly. how i'm gonna chiill tonight with a beer infront of the tv man.

yeah and i got home pretty early after wandering around town alone..got some nice surprises..
it was nice to revisit kino again,
as i looked upon the rows and rows of books,
settled into my favourite spot just next to coffee club xpress,
browsing thru the love-themed pictorial books,
couples holding hands
couples kissing
well, it was lovely.
yet, just couldn't stop that heart-sinking feeling coming over me, flushing up to my face.

OH! and my hamster squeaks. yeah i noe hamsters do squeak but only when they're in pain. mine squeaks when she's hungry. my god, such a SPOILT rat. well she's almost 3 years old and i'm proud of her *beams*

2 more days..

2 more days, and 5 more papers...and i'm a free man. it darn well be the case...just limit it to FIVE papers..i think that's more than enough hahaa...

oright man, physio and spots here i come!!

by the way, lindsey and alex totally rocks man.

yes, i should be mugging now.. but the half hour prelude to the miss singapore universe 05 was too good to be missed. hmm..one of them..an ex schoolmate of mine..though i don't really know her.. well all the best to her though, i'll be rooting for you! the other girls didn't look so fantastically good.. but if there was one winner, IT HAS TO BE THIS GIRL MAN!! jaymee ong. *whew* 

my dell lappie finally came today..it's a beauty of a gem man. yeah it is woo! only downside is that the batt is external..quite fugly so to say.

hmm, 2 more days to the first paper, biochem. den physio den anat. hope its fun!! well that also means its 5 more days to abit of freedom before going back to study for the final Pros.

ahh haven't been all that productive at home..perhaps should really move down to school to study huh..the weather's been dam fickle, was freezing cold and pouring rain the day before, and now its back to the horribly humid and hot afternoons which make u really drowsy. yup so i chilled by watching ANOTHER episode of desperate housewives...and the oc2!! *swoons* yeah as qy puts in, the magic isnt lost on me either. gonna download another episode of the oc man!! mwahahaha.

hmm. alot of things to contemplate there. i dunno where to start man.

think my adrenal glands are overworked. cortex and medulla have been working overtime, nonstop.

TIGER AIRWAYS

attention: lu jirong, selene tan, amanda, toh han and possibly qingyuan.

i'm going to book return tickets on the 23rd april, 2005, reaching singapore from bangkok at 2330hours. please confirm with me if it's alright.

hahaha yes caramel is truly sweet..

hmm, i stayed at home today. it wasnt very productive even though i finished my work. sort of like, done sexual repro (ask me anything abt it man!!) and trying to read some genetics now. yeah. i think i can handle physio HAHA. more like, abit relak jak today lah..hahha..chill out abit...not really, quite alot actually. abit peeved that brother came home WITHOUT buying the bloody newpaper today. well anyway, i should get back soon cos i have an hour to 12 to finish some genetics before i go to bed. yes i'm going to bed early! cos i wanna sleeeeeep. yuppie dude..

and i swear i need to swear off tv..though it remains to be seen how i do it.. i must restrict myself!! okay not this weekend though even though its before the CAs..on saturday im gonna watch The RugRats!! and after that, The Royal Tenebaums or however u spell it, but yeah im sure gonna have a good time man!! but make sure i study in the morning lah..tv..hmmhmm...okay, just american idol and desperate housewives!!! k not for next monday..but i've oredi downloaded that episode.

and i was just watching finally the OC specials i downloaded eons ago...and man...i SO wanna catch that season 2!!!!!!!!!!!!! (After CAs okay.) and dear vida had to tell me just 15minutes ago that she just caught ep14 and that it's dam good!! thanks vidz, really, so much. hahaha :) oh, if u happen to read this, please burn ep 10 to 14 for me please thanks so much!

" if i had daughters i would name them CARA and MEL, so sweet! " :)
i just remembered seeing that somewhere...hmm..

paralysed. why?

i dunno. i'm going nuts.

tuesday.

got back early today!!! wooo...shall go for a swim in about half hour's time..its' still frickin' hot the sun shines down on my back..hope i can get back in time and be disciplined enough to finish my endocrine and do some sex...and perhaps prepare for tmr's tutorial..which i dun really feel like going?

haha..was sitting in the canteen today..came across this really funny quote..we were discussing about how hot and humid it is at night nowadays after it'd rained. someone was trying to visualize being in cambodia where it was COLD and dry...and i thot, why not just think of aircon right, i mean. yah. hahaha.. "i mean, cambodia is FARTHER right?"

" haha.. FARTHER...actually i was thinking since all countries are FEMALE, why not put it as MOTHER. "