i'm hating chelsea more and more. the arrogant players sans frank lampard, the bastardy manager aka jose mourinho.

and i really pity liverpool. they're just a bunch of losers.

stevie g, u're a fucking idiot.

groooovey.

well, so i didn't get my Zen Micro. i didn't get my toshiba portege a200 either.

but so what?

cos here's what i got.....a silver ipod mini!! plus a dell laptop...12.1inch, super chio, with 1.8GHz, and a 1GB DDR ram, plus 80GB harddrive, and a DVD WRITER (!!!!!) all for just $2.4. hmm.

they're showing spiderman on AXN now..and there're some trailers for the upcoming tsunami programme on channel 5..think its really worthy to watch it...albeit rather painful.

does anybody see that elsewhere in the world, earthquakes are happening in iran, avalanches in pakistan, and malaria everywhere else. hmm. why is the world so ignorant of what's going on around us? as much as attention shud be placed on the tsunami-hit areas..i certainly hope some of that help, no matter how little of it goes to these other places, where families are taken apart, and homes wrecked.

sigh...remember how we used to learn about global warming at whatnot to save the world...granted, when the world ends, it's probably not within our lifetimes...... maybe, just maybe, we should use less plastics and try and save some paperrr..which is not happening in my part of the world...as much as nus tries to go electronic...it just means more hassle in printing out notes...not saving much paper or time or money.... and must study somemore...siann..

on a brighter note, cousin huili aka daphne is getting married tonight!!! how exciting man. next year additional HB liao...shiok sia!!

IT'S RAINING, MAN!!!!!!!!

HALLELUJAH ITS RAINING, MAN!!!!!!

OOOOH!

gasp! just took this longwinded test circulating in the med yahoogroups about medical specialties.. dam zhun siah!

maybe 7 or 8 years down the road, i'm most likely to be specializing in...

1) radiology
2) dermatology
3) plastic surgery
4) nuclear med
5) occupational med
6) thoracic surgery
7) emergency med
8) colorectal surgery
9) gastroenterology
10) general surgery

... and they're in order 'mostly likely'ness. hahah whatever u call it. but man!! when sch first started, had wanted to do dermatology or plastic surgery.. quite zun siah!! haha but what in the F is radiology..my highest ranked one..better go check it out man doesnt sound interesting at all.. but u can forget about seeing me doing nuclear or occupational med cos i have totally no interest in them at all. hoho.

for those of you who check out what kind of shit ure most likely to land yourself into in the future, check out http://www.med-ed.virginia.edu/specialties/Home.cfm

hoho

heyy ningy darling hahaha...it's a looong story man..

well anyway came back early today...and fell prey to the zzz monster..was intending to go for a swim but it was so scorchingly boringly hot i ended up napping.

yes. the bloody temperature. hottest in 29 years.. bush fires occuring everyday, just had 2 near my estate a few days ago.. and right now in my room, i can still smell smoky fumes. i think somewhere around, a bushfire occurred again.

i'm so glad im outta hall now! swear i'll be sweating and swearing like mad if i were still at F110. and i still dun get why people wanna stay there. hahhaha..

k man 1 week plus more to CAs. prof voon was pretty comforting today...
'u only need 50% to pass right? if u get 0marks for your CAs, u only need 50% out of the remaining 80%, and all u need is to get 62.5marks right? see, that's not hard.'

oooooh. if only medicine was as easy as it sounds...den i wouldn't be struggling right now.

joke of the day:

me.

yeahh..this the prescription oakleys i wanna get...for mugging purposes..hahahahaa 

my dream phone..hahaha 

my mp3 player..coming soon.. 

AND MY NEW SOCCER BOOTS I BOUGHT TODAY!! after waiting for TWO long years..i've finally got my mercurial vapor.. for a much discounted price of $99.90!! from $292..heehee.. 

my dream lappie..toshiba portege a200.. 

Great day, great company.

had a good day out with brudders jasper and colin...watched a fantastic show, plus good, unexpected buys.. ahhaha..

we were clowning around in town cos there were so many pple wearing freshbox tshirts so we were dam jiao.. so we went people spotting.. took freshbox while jasper took vondutch.. in the end, i triumphed 21 sightings to his 9 pathetic sightings, irritatingly.

yeahh bought a fourskin tshirt, halfpriced, stumbled upon a cool retro shop in far east and bought this lava thingy..and last of all, got my pair of mercurial vapors!!! after eons of yearning..finally got it..my dream boots..can't wait man.

we watched hotel rwanda. it was a very touching show..and very good. it's unthinkable really, the genocide, as it unfolded on the bigscreen. luckily, all's well ended well..very poignant show pointing out the harsh realities of war..and u can really see how powerful propaganda is..however unbelievable it is.

great day, crowded with chingay.

" i know what it's like... to be abandoned by your parents, and by your friends...

and NO ONE BELIEVES IN YOU. "

raindrops will fall.

There's a time for every star to shine
And a place for every dream to see the light
When u have everything
U don't need another reason to b something

Hold on, and look to your faith
Can't let nobody, nobody get in your way

I walked thru the fire
Fought thru the ragin storm
Til I found the peace
That's inside of me
I've got to b strong
I stand for my dreams
I was made for this moment
Take me as I am
Or nothin at all
I'll keep holdin on
Raindrops will fall

I was taught not to run away
Cuz raindrops will always fall on your face
When it seems like all hope is gone
Gotta get thru the storm
before you can see the dawn
This is all I am
This is all I know
And I won't never ever let go
No I won't let go

my friend.

i met a friend today. she's gorgeous and she's funny.. but she didn't get any flowers for valentine's day!!??! hello, has people taken the meaning out of valentine's day? how can u do v day without flowers for pretty girls..oh come on!

yeahh..this girl, she sets my heart afluttering, never fails to do so =) and makes me gasp all the time hahaha..but she's just my friend. (i hope YOU got that.) somehow, she's just so easy to talk to, so easy to amuse and so very sweet..

and i'm going to get her a flower!

screwed up day.

hai.. i'm in trouble man. somebody save me.

woke up at 8.30 today..didn't even realise the time until i noticed how bright it was, the sun shining on my bum. great feeling, good sleep. but i was darn bloody late for school. i figured that if i was to leave for school, either by train or by cab, i'll prolly reach at 9.45. thanks to the massive jams. and considering that sch actually ends at 10am today, mite as well don't go. sigh. read thru the notes.. somewhat like i've learnt that before..just super more indepth. in trouble, in trouble. settled to study some upperlimbs..k that was good..i think ive accomplished that. lowerlimb. just starting..started..lost.

watched like 4 episodes of OC, thanks sel. hahaha. dammit. and here i am again. scouring for Zen micros at Ipod minis online. i've decided on the zen micro. i'm not a big apple fan.

hmm. on a side note, was just thinking of what they were talking about yesterday..something about zhuang's reflections..i mean, i havent been able to come up with one. maybe it seemed to be a distant memory, like it never happened before, some kind of dream. somehow everything back home now seems to have taken all that back there away. it's very hard to ignore the fact that we're sort of back into 'reality' right now, with our own commitments and priorities. and then again, somewhere along the way, we're lost in really deciphering 'reality'.

the harsh poverty back there, and our lives here. what's real now?

they both are.

dehan played this round initially while i went to send lydia down to meet..her pretty fren...haha came back and we gamed!! beautiful 

playing mahjong at jianhong's place, it was an impromptu, day, impromptu decisions..haha from left, zhuang, watson, winson and me. 

aching

just woke up about 1.5 hours ago...after a 5 hour nap..hahah hey, was locked out for awhile from my own rooom last nite and in the end slept at 3am, only to wake up at 8 to play some footie with botak gang..luckily it was just round the corner at yishun..against nasir's team, our old pals from ri.

my, our orange jerseys sure brought us luck this new year man!! after going a man down in the 2nd half and 4-0...some screaming brought the scoreline back to 4-4 with 2 minutes to go!! haha.. keith the hero with a hattrick and mian with a beautiful chip over raihan

and, it finally materialized. our trip to phuket on apr 19th is taking off. only hitch is that i've gotta be there at the airport at 0525 to collect the tix. ...................................

k, wasted enough of my saturday now..having slept the whole afternoon away..bloody beattie got sent off in the 7th minute.

and the rooster croons..

i love chinese new year!!
it's a joyous occasion where the whole family gets to meet up for once and talk and laugh and drink and eat..yes..eat i did..eat alot alot i did...my gosh those pineapple tarts and steamboats and booze are too much..and those angpows..they just keep flowing in..nonstop. HOW I WISHED EVERYDAY WAS NEW YEAR. yes, its the time when all my relatives meet. regardless of what feuds or misunderstandings, they were all put behind as everyone smiles and joins in the fun..

went nikki's house for some visiting and met up with old frens, more satisfying meeting kennard and kennedy there, my long time buddies whom i havent met for close to a year. yeah man. its been such a long time. ok maybe just about 5 months. still, considering how long its been..

hmm..what did u do today?

at nik's place with jacey..still looking fab 

and stef is getting prettier by the day. *blushes* (as bright as the mandarin oranges)

XIN NIAN KUAI LE!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY!!

to all of u frens reading my blog, hope all your wishes come true and that u all get rich, via angpows or gambling, and my chinese new year resolution is to be nice to everybody :)

HAHAHA.

i just talked to stef on msn and she switched on her webcam. only upon seeing her move do i realise how much i've missed her. please come back soon. AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

desperate housewives.

i need some desperate housewives man. gabrielle, aka eva longoria, is oh so hot, and teri hatcher is just lao chio..like wine, getting better as she ages..hohoho..

and i find that i'm so like susan (hatcher) . all that she's been thru over the past 1 year. yeah man. that was me reflected in an older, more feminine tone.

i just booked the tix..via grp booking thru a form..i hope it gets thru..cheap. cos the bloody website was down. must be all these last minute thrillseekers just like me. at least 4 more people have jumped on the bandwagon, and if everything goes smoothly, we're in for a ride baby!!

and anatomy of the upper limb in the museum was good.

OKAY.

ok, so after all the hype and excitement of planning one to see the beautiful beaches and cashing on Tiger Airways' cheap deals..........it didn't materialise. it's 12midnite now, and nobody i asked has given me a firm answer. ok. man.

hahha well thanks for the support ning and merv! i definitely wouldnt mind if u guys wanted to join me =) hahah..

oh, guess wad? what happened to hermit boon? he wasted time from thursday to sunday. that's a whopping 4 days!! so much for studying dude. and ure not gonna screw your CA2s like u did for your CA1?? FAT HOPE! at least hb studied endocrine physio just now for 2 pages before falling asleep..

can someone who's studying in nus medicine now please tell me how come there's so much to read in guyton, esp on parathyroid and insulin when he just briefly went on an overview during lecture? i'm sleepy.

PHUKET!!!

PLAN:

Leaves on April 7th on TIGER AIRWAYS for Phuket, cost : S$9.98 plus airport tax of S$37.00.

hotel: around 950baht per night, if triple sharing, so about $35 a night, $10 per person. can find cheaper ones around phuket, hopefully patong beach area. please advise.

Leaves on 9th morning for BANGCOK. by domestic flight/ferry/bus, price UNKNOWN. please advise.

Leaves on 10th EVENING for SINGAPORE. by flight. price S$66.98 inclusive airport tax. at 2030Hrs bangcok time.

can do this from april 7th to 10th, or from april 19th to 22nd. PLEASE ADVISE.

PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS!

blue.

i met liz yesterday in the library. she didn't recognise me. hahaha..after all i was all of 13/14/15 years old..prolly still with geeky specs and all.. she didn't cos i've changed alot.

it's been almost a year now, coming to realise it..2 months short of the exact period. didn't seem to have been so long, but it has been. i guess that it was right that it ended. we were never meant to be together perhaps, we prolly never complimented each other much. perhaps, what put us thru so long was just that new experience, to have someone to fall head over heels with, that exhilaration and sweetness that makes us gush and exchange 'i love u's when we surprise each other. well, in any case we just ran out of steam. if u're really this, i'm sorry for what happened. but then again, thanks for the memories. cos i've realised that first loves will always be that. it's always going to end anyway. just when and how. perhaps it wasnt too appropriate at how it ended.

but now, i THINK i've matured, i dunno about u. but one thing i take away from it, is that u should never throw yourself too deep into it, cos its gonna hurt when u try to get out.