blue.

i met liz yesterday in the library. she didn't recognise me. hahaha..after all i was all of 13/14/15 years old..prolly still with geeky specs and all.. she didn't cos i've changed alot.

it's been almost a year now, coming to realise it..2 months short of the exact period. didn't seem to have been so long, but it has been. i guess that it was right that it ended. we were never meant to be together perhaps, we prolly never complimented each other much. perhaps, what put us thru so long was just that new experience, to have someone to fall head over heels with, that exhilaration and sweetness that makes us gush and exchange 'i love u's when we surprise each other. well, in any case we just ran out of steam. if u're really this, i'm sorry for what happened. but then again, thanks for the memories. cos i've realised that first loves will always be that. it's always going to end anyway. just when and how. perhaps it wasnt too appropriate at how it ended.

but now, i THINK i've matured, i dunno about u. but one thing i take away from it, is that u should never throw yourself too deep into it, cos its gonna hurt when u try to get out.