someone once said,

"not blogging can only mean I’m studyin OR having fun. Or both."

okay, so i guess i'm NOT studying OR i'm NOT having fun......... or both.

Goodbye everybody!!

trying on football tshirts at OG centrepoint HAHA. 

3 of us at the s-11 

wOOoOOoooo~

wad a beautiful morning!

woke up to the morning/noon sun shining on my arse...haven't got that in a week...woohoo!

so i shall get to wad i'm supposed to do over the weekend..hmm old airport and cozy bay in the evening? i think i shall see if i can get my work done..

had dinner with yk and col last night..discovering new settlements in old haunts..my, its been such a long time since we've been to the centrepoint/cuppage/orchardpoint area together man..its changed so much..and all those craving WESTERN food, please head down to the S-11 at cuppage...the pasta and the dory is fantastic!! and the dory is long and thick..super yummy! totally value for money man..

i just read an article on phuket again..sigh. i really wanna go and see how its like now.

HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND EVERYBODY!!!

i found you..my miracle..

if u could see what i see...that ure the answer to my prayers..
what if u could feel, the tenderness i feel, u would know..it would be clear..that angels brought me here!

had suki buffet nearly died..so bloody full..and had kampong chicken rice for dinner after a hard afternoon playing touch woohoo! it was funn..haven't ran so hard for a really long time! looking forward to playing footie tmr after school hahaa..

i need to get some work done..

- move my table into my bedroom.

- move my PC out of my bedroom.

- clean my hammie's cage.

- hmm. i dunno. ipod shuffle?

and of course..i've got to study harder...cos i'm obviously not nerdy enough..but not hip enough either.

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wad a looong wednesday..i was late for lectures once again..but didnt' miss much..
had pdp today..after missing the 2nd one the other time..well, it's fantastic really, cos we're all so hopeless and diagnosis we keep giving all the wrong answers..and none of us could really think it up though we really racked our brains..sigh. see, an inexperienced doctor swells the cemetery truly. hah!

had SALSA at 7..though i was bloody late again thanks to the massive jam along buona vista road.. den again, didn't miss much.. but it was pretty fun! abit awkward though, having to change partners and hold them... and pissed one lady off cos i kept stepping on her..but some were really helpful though! and some were really shy.. shat! i was the only one who didnt get to dance with the hot air stewardess..but heck, hah, still had fun..

gonna go yk's place tmr for some xBox nba live..and touch late at night..

damned, alex is leaving for phnom penh tmr..i haven't got the stuff ready for sophorn yet..how i wished i was going instead..hey man, listen to guy sebastian's angels brought me here...really nice.

with long lost twin sarah lim 

as requested by diya.. 

commissioning parade, 55/04 OCC.

my first ever commissioning parade..i was a spectator.
sitting in the stands nevertheless, i felt proud. of my brothers.
weijia, ningyan, foxtrot wing platoon 3. and the rest of my friends.
pple (civillians) dun realise how much they've been thru over the last 9 months..
i could feel their joy, pride and relief as they threw their peaked caps/berets up in the air at the sound of "..newly commisioned officers!"

having spent 4 months together with them at OCS, that friendship and bond that i've shared with them is still intact, as i congratulated and hugged the few of them, the sense of pride was truly inevitable.
wad they're going to set out on next is a new challenge, but i'm glad that they've made it and also, not make the same mistakes that other newly commissioned officers have made. not throw it away after such 9 months of shit.

i missed them, i wished i was standing there too no doubt, but i'm thankful for where i am now. so all i shall do is thank them for the wonderful memories they've left me.. for being there when i was really really down. again, i must say, i'm so proud of them.

right, so that's back to head and neck..............

4 of us before the parade started.. 

brother weijia and i..marksman u noe! 

jiaxuan and i with his oversized peaked cap 

that's me and zhonglin...fainter! hahaha..at least he got up again...one of my bestest buddies back then 

from left, brother yk, dehan, ningyan (SOH), dongdong and i.. 

midshipmen and air wing cadets marching in.. 

foxtrot wing cadets with their heads bowed during the blessings by the religious leaders.. 

that's ningyan..sword of honour, infantry, 55/04 OCC. so proud of him! 

the orange county, newport, california.

CALIFORRNIAAAA...CAAAAAAAALII FORNIAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i just spent the whole day watch SEASon 1 of the oc..and i've gotta say, even after watching 2 months of the oc, i'm still hooked on to it..and i haven't stopped gasping everytime marissa turns her head and smiles...that look..that smile..those eyes..that hair..is just..simply.. ravishing.

i dunno when i fell in love with her..but i certainly remember how it came about..

yes, as one-sided as it may seem, i dun mind...after all..everyone started out like that didn't we?

will you give me a chance?

at the killing fields..beneath all the serenity lies thousands of those whose lives were sacrificed by the Khmer rouge.. 

one of my favourite pictures at karuna village.. 

angkor wat... 

Pretty woman

haha..tapping into my neighbour's wireless to do this on my ibook..
ibook still sucks handsdown..can't see many icons on this..

well watched pretty woman last night..julia roberts is just simply beautiful and richard gere dashing.
it was really a touching show. towards the end i almost teared..
of how different 2 pple can be, yet be brought together by a moment of chance.

one's a prostitute who fell out of school to make a living, the other, who's never ever faced failure or rejection at all, to rise as one of the richest people in the real estate industry.

of how he didn't mind taking her as his date to major functions and proudly parading to his tycoon friends,
of how she changed over a new leaf and decided to go back to school..and persuaded her best friend, also a hooker, to professions as well.

these fairy tales, how i wished more of this happened in reality.

selamat hari raya you dudes

i figured..if i can't make my blog purple, den make my fonts purple then!!! hohoho..

i just woke up. 1.32pm. okay not really, ive had my 'breakfast' read the papers and watched abit of cable..

went wild wild wet yesterday with the med pple plus xiao diya and bridge (no more aunty)... it was BLAST. will post pics up when dehan sends me them.. and had seafood dinner at fisherman's village..thanks jianhong! as et puts it, really 2nd dose of 7th heaven there.. i'm thankful for the friends that i've made..those of u who listen to me and are there for me when i'm down..wad more could i ask for? (except maybe less of the gan qing fan lan thingy... =P)

i think i'm having a bout of 'cambodianitis' too man..i just went to the library the other day and borrowed this pictorial book of phnom penh, another travel guide of cambodia and this pictorial book of laos. suddenly brother q's trip to sea seems even more tempting again.. laos is just so beautiful..and i'm sure i'm going to meet more fantastic people over there who exudes such warmth and friendliness that singaporeans so badly lack.

and it just makes me wanna find out more about the history and culture of the people around us. guess i've always been very interested in history since i was young. prolly know more about singapore then than i do now. sad hor, and strange as it may sound, a trip to sentosa meant exploring fort siloso and looking at the surrounding cannons..now it just means beach volleyball, football and some rounds of dunking in the sea. sigh.

to my muslim friends and to all too, selamat hari raya!!! =)

the bloody grilled platter...can u see the yummy egg and the half eaten beef sausage plus the turkey breast and the black yucky mutton steak in the background..ALL PILED ON TOP OF THAT POTATO SALAD..bloody can die eating..EATING HAHA 

birthday boy and me..mr 20 colin 

bloody drunken bastards lying on my bed.. 

the chupa chups outside bombers 

that's the cambodian kids and me..yellow kid's kompkid..cute furbie right? 

that's me and aunty bridgette! 

Slumber Party and SG VS INDO

haha think my blog is beginning to lean more and more to the feminine side...but hey i dunno how many of u see this as pink, but on my screen its purple..and i'm bloody not colour blind orite!

Slumber Party at Blk 356B, Admiralty Drive, Saturday night.

celebrated brother col's bdae at billy bombers, with jasper too. we bought him a NUM tshirt, he loved it. the bloody portions at bombers were soo big, couldnt finish the damned potato salad. but their shakes are POWER man!! jasp took cookiesncream, i took banana. YUMMY. took lotsa clown fotos before we left for my place. hahah wished i could upload them..but damned, SOMEBODY TEACH ME HOW TO DO IT ON THE DAMNED BLOG!!

yeahh and at my place, we caught the liverpool/man utd match..frickin' ref was a prick, dished out yellow cards like free lydat..but it was good cos jerzy was sleeping on the job. HAHA! so that's 1-0 to man utd and col proceeded on to his booze..bloody mixed so many slippery nipples we got high before weijia came over..yeahh man it was one of the most fun gatherings we've had as brothers. cos we got so bloody high we started ranting nonsense and laughing nonstop..haha..took a video of it..IF ONLY I COULD UPLOAD IT.. yeah man. brothers forever.

singapore vs indo.

the next day, lucky us, no hangovers..and mum had not the slightest idea we were drunk last night. sorry if i had spouted any nonsense. and i cleared up the place so well. next up, breakfast at macs where we laughed at how weijia looks so much like a thai worker now..hahah.. den soccer at ri with 4F..was nice and relaxed and funny. nice to see merv again.

watched singapore indo match at chijmes with jasp, not before getting a singapore jersey for him. hahaha. so we were so called 'diehard' fans at chijmes, attracting lots of stares with our matching jerseys. thank god singapore won. and it was a very good match. kudos to indra, aide, avramovic and to his team. SINGAPORE IS BACK WITH A BANG.

and damned, some neighbour of mine happens to have a wireless router last nite, but i think he turned it off. cos when i came back, there wasnt anymore connection. boo.

AND SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO UPLOAD THE DAMNED PHOTOS WITH PICASA PLEASE!!

tiring friday..

and what seemed like a very long day yesterday....was indeed a VERy long day.. fur almost killed me when i told her a i vaguely remember meeting her this morning..but yeahh..i did hahah..oh well.. nice seeing her and jan after what, 1 month or something.

and it was a great workout playing soccer with the m1 dudes..turnout was fantastic!! had so many pple we had to split into 3 teams..and had the bball guys join us..great fun..and everyone could play decent football..well..got burnt pretty bad.. thanks to 3 hours nonstop afternoon heat topless...ahha i asked for it.

everyone's commenting on how skinny and how kiddy i look..hahah..thanks man.. even though i lost 6 kg on the trip...i've oredi gained back 3 and my 6pack has been reduced to 4..and disappearing..=P

and i was just listening to some songs and reading merv's blog, and this are just some of those poignant lyrics that'll always stay with u..and makes me think of all the friends that i've made over the years, those that i've drifted away from, the new ones i've made. i cherish all of you guys. and i do miss alot of you. come on, long lost frens..if u ever come across this, just drop me a tag..would love to catch up with u.

That's what friends are for

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came in loving me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

Oh and then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
The words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember

WorkOut workout!!!

did weights with the dudes after school today..and went for a 3k run when i got home..hafta go sleep now so that i can wake up in time for the match later..

we talked at the gym. dehan jianhong and i. hmm. they told me something about myself that i've long forgotten. perhaps, i should change.

.: RESHMONU - IT'S YOU THAT MATTERS :.

verse 1:
time, has its way
to show me the reason for living
the world and all its splendour
gives me a sense of believing

that our love,
will shine thru,
and will keep us,
keep us forever,
and our love,
will pull us thru,
the bad times and keep us together.

chorus:
i don’t wanna fight this feeling no more
wanna love you and love you, its you i adore
cause its you that matters
just the sight of you throws my heart ashore
and the joy you bring opens up my door
cause its you that matters

of course, new year resolutions are always meant to be broken.. :)

In the year 2005 I resolve to: Watch more TV. Get your resolution here.

2nd day of school!!!

it's tuesday..had 2 days of school..has been disastrous...i'm soo far behind..though its good to see everyone again..haha.. i guess i've been studying slightly harder than last sem..but really can't help falling asleep the moment i get home..at least i'm quite productive at night..

and i REALLY failed physio..so that's 2 out of 3 tracks that i've failed..better work harder and nonstop this sem man..no more going out during weekends also..hhaa.. strict regime ehh? better not take supp paper man..though it looms imminently..so as not to disrupt plans to go for my 1 month plus holiday...

qy wants to go on a SEA tour this june..and it sounds very promising.. from east malaysia to thailand to CAMBODIA!! to laos to vietnam to phillipines and finally end off with a shopping trip to hongkong!! sounds good doesnt it..

yes i need to go back to finish up my head and neck tutorial and read up on renal physio..and of course, backlog for pelvis and perineum KNNB.

At the library counter today:

" Can I have Moore please? "

" Moore of what?? "

" MOORE LAME PUNS PLEASE. " (with a deadpanned face, of course -wink- )

post-sida's party...

thanks sida for the party..created alot of mess the whole lot of us..nonetheless it was good to catch up with old frens..

alcohol has a negative influence on people, and when they start spouting nonsense u noe that's it..the past relationships, their problems.

somehow or another, deem it insensitive or whatever it is, i find it strangely trivial. it must have been the trip. what with the tsunami victims and the poverty in cambodge, people just don't realise how much they have and how lucky they are. that we don't get what we want is sometimes akin to falling short of being perfectionist. yes..that must be it..in the pursuit for excellence we've sometimes forget to count our blessings.. when u're down, the only way is up..but when ure high up there...u sometimes forget to look down and remember how much u've gone thru.

school's starting tmr.. countdown? i still havent met the fockers yet...

and how do i upload photos to my blogspot blog? i'm lost. HELP!

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2 more days to school..

yawwn...lazy me got up at 1pm today...

got the email finally from sophorn..she's so adorable..
went rj for a while again yesterday..and my..those kids are lucky shits..the school is so dam big, and everything is so nice and new...sigh..

i'm still suffering from my withdrawal symptoms.. i wished i was back there again..coming back home..is a different feeling, having to face the same old problems again.. no, never, i'm never going to fall into the same lull, the same trap again.

let me be free!


p.s. and to naddie darling, take care oright =)

oohhh myy...darrrling...my darlingg..

i just read zhong's blog...contemplating his past year.. i think i've done most of that in cambodia..

without that trip..i think it would have been hard for me to start to THINK again..its true..i havent been thinking..just getting my life by..quite upsetting actually..but i think, i've really found myself again..and it's like i've sort of woken up and stopped being the lazy me that's been me for the past few months..just thinking about playing all the time..never really got my priorities right..

i'm listening to fen shou kuai le now..hmm.. i hope i'll be happier in 2005. yeah that's my new year resolution..and of course, to bloody work hard.

FrEsh out of the OVEn!!

hmm..blogspot looks so much more exciting and promising..right..from now on, i'm migrating to blogspot..none of those irritating boring plain colours xanga offers...goodbye xanga.