are u feeling lonely tonight?

just read stef's blog and can't really think of a title anyway..im unoriginal.

CAS ARE OVER!!!!!!! for now...another one coming up in hmm, 1,2 months? sucks.

anyway caught elizabeth town with cheang today..not bad, pretty good show..abit draggy tho, but man! was the soundtrack good...perfect for those lazy sat/sunday afternoons where u just do nothing but laze around and watch tv..go out in the sun..zip around the countryside...just that bit of music to liven things up..

after that, finally met up with stef before she leaves tmr morning. and pple i havent seen for a long time too, sarah, lum, melvin....everyone just kinda disappeared...it was really nice seeeing everybody, and i was really glad i met stef, though not many words were exchanged...in fact not many words were exchanged the whole time... its that warm fuzzy feeling u noe, like a feeling of those good ole times when all of us would meet together..just to slump into that silent lull..everyone just sitting around..think things havent gotten better though..i guess everyone was just tired...grr..nothing a little alcohol wouldnt do.. yeah i miss those ole times.

perhaps, perhaps its bcos of what happened. well. its kinda sad.. after all..he's my friend. one of those i've known the longest amongst everybody. we've seen each other thru from 13 till 20..k maybe 19..we were even pretty close in some pointS along those 7 years. and well, i guess the mutual respect for each other has always been there.. we respected each other's strengths.. and i still do. those times when we were competing on the track..those times we were competing in class..all our achievements somewhat parallelling each other..well that was 4 years in ri..there's been rough patches, fights, but in the end, we still pulled thru..in the end, we still had loads of fun together, ri, rj..its just sad that things turned out this way. i mean of cos, im happy for him now, but i wont deny that ive drifted away from the grp becos of the 2 of them..yeah no hard feelings anyway anyhow, never have been. it's just that it'd be weird.

so sorry stef, if i havent been mambo-ing sometimes..u know the reason/s other than mugging or busy, hahaha..and well, not going for mambo doesnt mean that i care for u any less :)

ya well, happy hari raya pple

and oh gosh!!! are there many pple online today!!!