and so there i was, fighting insomnia and jetlag..its european 8.30pm now..i can't sleep..
so what better to do than to indulge in some oc finale..boy.
it was fantablastic man.
somehow the show has nv lost its charm on me. i was hooked ever since the first episode, of cos i have you to thank. i dun think the show's gotten worse or better, but its certainly stirred up those emotions and feelings deep inside of me.. its endless depression really, the show, it just gets more dramatic and exciting..and it leaves me with a sense of..i dunno what it is..guilt? somewhere along the way we must have done something wrong in our lives, there's never a perfect day. its just the severity of our crimes that will strike us..
i think after watching the last episode..im gonna have nightmares or a fitful sleep for sure..
hmm well...strange, how everytime i watch it i seem to think of you..and meeting you that day, really made me, or rather, still makes me, realise how poor a person i am..think i have still some long way to go..yeah that's right, i'm not there yet. you didnt have to say or do anything..just your mere presence alone reflects how inadequate i am.
chocolates arent good enuff, and vodka is just a tad too strong for me now..beer's a tasty poison, but certainly not potent enuff. alas, what am i going to do?
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